2020!
A new era has finally come and I am excited to finally start a new goal. A lot has happened since last year and I think this is the year to actually stick to the goals I've had been trying to accomplish for so long and that is fitness!!!!! Yes I know it is so cliche but its true this time around just because my health issue had been a big thing all last year and this year. Now I am proud to say I been good with health for 2 month and I am happy with the results they may be small but to me it's a BIG accomplishment and that's all that matters. You don't realize it at first until you try some old clothes and see that they actually fit!!!! 😁💪
So another thing I want to talk about is that facing reality is something we should start accepting just because some of us get stuck believing "one I will get this, or do this, and I am going after that." Now I am not saying we can't have dreams of any of that sort but the facts that when you want something so bad and you can't get it for money issue, because something else is more priority, or family has taken over more than what you planned.
All hope isn't gone no, what happens is you have to slowly make a few steps and they are going to be small really small. I say this because I am slowly making those small steps. My first month of fitness was pushing all I got to only lose 1 pound...... That was devastating because all the hardest I did, just to bw slap in the face that my hard work was not good enough. But I didn't stop I keep going ande changing more of my lifestyle as possible and just like that a small step was changing. REALLY SMALL I can tell you that or sure. But I faced reality that it wasn't going to be an easy goal, task to accomplish I knew then I had to work hard if not harder to accomplish my goals. Just like I need to realize that the school I want to go I will have to save as much money as possible because my family member won't provide money for me because we are not wealthy family and student aid is only limited. SO I have to work full time for a long time and then and only then can I go and be what I want to be because that is the reality a fact that nothing comes easy.
Update: 3.20.20
The last time I left this blog on Draft we heard news from China that they were in a crisis. That the whole country was attack with the CoronaVirus. Unfortunately at this time the US has been infected as well. So most of us have to stay at home as much as possible. Try not to be outside unless we need to, like buying food, medication, anything that is necessary. I really hope all of you guys are staying home safe and sound I know these times will be tough just because we are use to moving around and visiting family celebrating, and we just can't sadly 😢. Hopefully we can pray and try to be busy and all this can soon be over by the time we know it. Lots of prays to all and practices social distances for now it will help a lot believe it or not. Well for now this is the little motivation, goals and update I have for you guy and an update in my life so far as well as the world. Until next time everyone lots of love and prayer 💓
